Of finals. And school.

I can't really say I'm looking forward to summer. I mean, it's a great time for new, exciting opportunities, but I'm scared that I might waste it, like I've wasted so many other summers. And plus, it's boring. And hot. Staying at home, with nothing, sitting there, watching the days fly by, it's mundane. Pointless. And every time summer comes around, I resolve to do things and end up no doing them. I better complete my to-do list this summer. I better. If I don't, iateeyou can force me to eat her muffins. This should be enough motivation.

Today's finals really weren't as bad as i expected. Except there was a bunch of stuff on the Health Science final that i didn't know. But whatever.

We returned our Health books too. Before our final. And i saw Michelle and half-forced her to wait with me till everyone turned in their books. And then i asked Cheadle if I could "escort" her back to her class. And then she forced me into the classroom and Pauline kept poking me in the stomach and Justin wouldn't budge from his place in front of the door so i couldn't get out. But Pauline poked him and I was freed. And when i got to the classroom, there was no one there. I had to go back outside and there they were, still returning books. It was a sort of fun mini-adventure. Hahahahahahaha.

I have Spanish and Physics finals tomorrow. Gosh, some people finished their finals today. So they're free tonight and tomorrow. But no, not me. Guuuuuuuh. I hate them. This is so unfair.

I have a tendency to write run-on sentences.

Oh, and I'm not going to practice again. Which really sucks. Because I really want to go. But I'm definitely going tomorrow. Because tehre's no more school, so i need not worry about time issues.

Going to swim practice would probably have helped clear my mind and gave me a chance to relax. It'd have done my some good, because right now, I'm completely out of it. I can't concentrate on studying, and I've no motivation to do it. Now I'm stressing. This is crap.

I want to walk to school tomorrow. AND I WANT TO GO TO SWIM PRACTICE DAMNIT.

I probably won't be able to swim our first meet against Los Gatos this Saturday. But it's okay. Because there's absolutely no way we can beat them. They're a year-round swim team, and we're only summer. Which isn't fair at all.I don't even know why we're in the same league as LG and Westgate. Year-rounders have a huge 9 month advantage over summer season swimmers. It just doesn't make sense.

Guuuh. I can't do this. But I need to. This is getting me nowhere.

A certain someone made some chocolate brownies today, and it was, without a doubt, the worst brownies i have ever tasted. i felt like puking after taking one, small bite, but had to hold it in and stuff the rest of it in my mouth just to please her. And she really thinks she can bake?! She's making muffins today DDDDDDDD:

P.E. was fun, probably only because it was relaxing. Played badminton half the time, studied the rest.

You know, despite saying that I was stressing about the English final, I wasn't really worried. And despite the claims from second period Panes-ers, it was pretty easy. Well, no more Panes. (((: Except, she wasn't eve as bad as i made her out to be. It's just that most of the time, she does certain things that just piss me off. I'll elaborate later.

Geometry and Health Science finals tomorrow. I REALLY, REALLY wish my teachers had let us take our finals earlier. I'm stressing about these two already. I really don't want to do this.

i didn't go to practice today. Since I can't swim, my parents find it pointless and wasteful (gas and $$-wise) to drive me there. I was going to walk, bu it's like 35-40 minutes. It would have been fine if i had someone to walk with me, but i couldn't contact Jaelien and Sierra said it was too hot, that pig.